All is Fair in Love and War ♥

So... remember that guy? The one I said I didn't want to fall in love with?

Weeeellll I did.
And he loves me back. :3

So we're officially dating.

And I've never been happier.

He's a real sweetheart, and he's helped me through quite a bit. And I'm glad to have him.

I just hope this will last.

Get your loves from the DJ~♥

Imperfections are Perfect ♥

Henry Miller once said, "The imperfections of a man, his frailties, his faults, are just as important as his virtues. You can't separate them. They're wedded."


Nobody is perfect. We're not meant to be.


We all have flaws.


We all have secrets.


Even me.


I'm self-conscious.
I'm all bark and no bite.
I like my chest the way it is. Even if it's small.
I can be egotistical.
I've been heartbroken.
I've broken hearts.
I'm afraid to fall in love.
I have terrible trust issues.
I like boys and girls.
I've kissed a girl.
And fuck yeah, I liked it.
I've kissed more than one girl.
I've kissed boys, too.
I have a lot of fetishes.
I can be hypocritical.
I have scars on my wrists.
I can't stand to be alone.
I need somebody to lean on.
I'm not invincible.
I've stopped eating before because I thought I was fat.
The truth is, I'm not.
I hate feeling lonely.
Sometimes, I like to be left alone.
I like to have weekends to myself.
I like to have time away from the world.
I write to escape reality.
I'm not really crazy.
I went through a phase where I was a psycho, cold bitch and I hated everyone.
I hated myself at that time.
I can cry easily.
Sometimes, I feel closer to my Internet friends than to my real life friends.
I'm a geek. And I'm proud of it
I let insults roll of my shoulders.
But sometimes, it really does bother me.
I'm scared of facing death.
I feel an emptiness inside because I can't play tennis.
I like country music.
I like to be girly.
I'm addicted to caffeine
I love boy/boy action.
Sometimes, I miss my friends back in sixth grade. You guys know who you are.
But at the same time, I hate them because they don't accept me for who I am.
I'm a proud bisexual. I will fight for my right to marry who I want.
If I ever hear you use the word 'faggot' as an insult, I will get angry.
I love being short.
I love astrology.
I'm a proud Libra.
I don't believe in God. But I'm open-minded.



Everything you don't like about yourself is something someone else loves you for.


Imperfections are perfect. Embrace your flaws.


And find someone who'll do the same

Get your loves from the DJ~ ♥

Stuff happens

So. Shit went down, guys.
I've moved thirty minutes away from where I once lived. It's not too bad. I love the house. But I had to switch schools. And since the school I go to now is SMALLER THAN MY PINKY and is full of LOSERS, there's no tennis team.

So no tennis for the DJ.

Fuck this shit.

Met some pretty cool people, I guess. But that doesn't mean I wouldn't slaughter them all to go back to my old school. I miss it. I miss the teachers, the program, the lunch, the people...
Damn.
I fucking miss it.

I'm getting over some stuff. Like my unspoken love for a close friend. I don't want to say anything to them about it, though. It's not that I'm afraid of losing them as a friend (I'm pretty sure that could never happen), but... I don't know. I guess I'm still a little bit afraid of falling in love.

I'm a changed person now! I'm embracing my flaws and finding someone who'll do the same! I'm short, I have a weird smile, I have slightly frizzy hair. But I think I'll find someone who loves those things about me. :3

Japanese music for the win. :3 Prince of Tennis shit, NewS, Arashi, Tegomass, so on and so forth. :3 It makes me happy.

And... Yeah. That's about it for now.

Get your loves from the DJ~ ♥

Rigorous training schedule

Tennis.

That's seriously all I have to say about this.

Tennis training is fucking hard, man. Tennis takes a hell of a lot of stamina. :/ You gotta be in shape, yo!

So in half an hour's time, I shall be training. Conditioning training. I'll be playing tennis for my school next year. Let's just hope I don't suck. But I can't promise anything. XD

So, yeah.

<3 Loves from the DJ. You know, before she dies. :x

The first post that's always really boring! :D

Hai! So... This is the first post. You know, the one that's always really, really boring. XD

On this blog, I'll basically be ranting, posting fanfiction (Or I might possibly have that on a separate blog) talking about my life, and so on.

So be ready for a dose of melodramatic and an even bigger dose of crazy! <3

Get your Loves from the DJ~
-DJ XXX ♥